FREIHEIT

ist was ich will.

Freiheit ist entscheiden zu können. Die W-Fragen des Lebens.

Was zählt will ich entscheiden. Freiheit ist nicht nur eine Freiheit, sondern auch ein Lebensziel. Ein fortwährender Schimmer am Horizont der (Mit)Denkenden.
Freiheit kann nur der erlangen, der sie haben möchte, der über sie nachdenkt, der sie wertschätzt. Freiheit kann verschenkt werden, aber sie kommt nicht zurück, denn sie ist kein Gegenstand oder eigenständiges Lebewesen. Sie ist ungreifbar und damit auch eigentlich unerreichbar, aber auch Träume kann man realisieren, sodann auch Freiheit und unfassbare Ziele. Wir sind frei nach Freiheit zu streben. Solange frei wie am Leben. Doch kommt die wahre Freiheit nicht erst nach dem Tod? -Zumindest für den Christen? Oder ist sie da-mit begraben und abgebrannt?

Frei heit er fahren.

somewhere

there’s a place, that i dreamed of…

sometimes - sometime - pure

so long my friend, so long

take care!

?Finally

i like staying here

buit i need holiday soon. whether trip to exmouth on thursday or day off on friday.

tonight we watched harry potter in here - it was quite good. and now some of our team are doing afterwards sit in. finally.

next time in the pub

take care, visit me at britain, exeter - see you guys, yours sincerely, me

ps: i hate the office stuff - especially on sun- and mondays…

pps: thanks for your mails friends!

24…

…different moods a day

…new situations happen to one of our team member
…people that I am talking to per day

…times that I check my email

…unhealthy ingredients i eat per day

…things i don’t do but should

…thoughts i forget because of not writing it down or remembering it

…things i could have done but just didn’t do it

…hours without my family

…lessons would I have if i were a student here

…hours a day sleeping would i choose if i had a day off

…things i want to buy but i have to stay in the office

…pages of two different books i read in total

…minutes i spend for morningly rituals

…headliners for a new post come into my mind [but will never be published]

…students i don’t want to let go in a week

…plays that are really fun

…players which would go on my nerves if i had to play with them

…hours my mood is changing, i can’t write and count it anymore

…thoughts about quitting the job

…nice things happen to me every day

…people i do miss every day more or less

…memories come to my mind

…of them make me smile

…of them make me feel sick and sad

…of my friends i am not speaking to at all because of the distance and time

…times i wished i would not have accepted that job

…smilings later i think it was right.

24 as a symbol - for the timeless - endless - short and demanding times and days i do spend here in England.
But eventually i feel fine with making this experience : especially before going to Spain in autumn.

Take care my friends, so long, me.

Hello - Hola - Good Morning - Goodbye

Hai Guys,
why don’t you cry [because it bring no change] - it’s bad weather - the day has a beginning and an end - people are in different situations but
is there someone to recognize it? [no]
I don’t like seeing people acting as if they were right, but they don’t. Is it up to me? Is it a question of time? Should I stay or should I shout?

I know it better - but can I act better? Is it so easy as it seems? I think not, because otherwise there would be just smiling, nice holiday, no pollution, no acid rain, no poverty and so on… on the world - which is unfortunately polluted by too much, stupid, selfish human being.
the predestination for problems. too many humans. too less thinking. too less looking. not enough actors who know how to improve it. or who even think about improving and that it CAN be done. I mean, in the end life is too short to be really worried about, but it’s long enough to think of a change, of doing your bit - improve one thing and it can give something further. plant an appletree and you earn some apples. watch the fight and feel sorry for the others, but do nothing on your own brings no change.

you even don’t have to believe in the change but you must watch and act after thinking about it. tell somebody what you think and maybe some door at his house is open and brings a solution, that you just couldn’t see because you were too close at your solution to see it.
i am just sad that there are so many things going wrong or worse than they could go. and just because i don’t feel like it, i am sometimes quiet and don’t insist on changing. but changing behaviour is a good thing because it is yor way of expressing you are alive -changes are in general not primary good, but without them I would not be here but in berlin and maybe would think that i don’t can change anything. but i can. the time will come.
maybe tomorrow. perhaps next week.

just as one says: time is just another stupid imaginated thing of human who wants law and order but not being watched because sitting, watching and doing what the time says is eaysier.
arranging and changing. it is not business and it is not personal. it is life. that is really more like these two words. Life. Now and never - here and there - everywhere the same. balance cannot emerge out of a crowded earth. [too crowded!]

maybe it’s just too much thinking but i think i am here to think, otherwise i could have been a squirrel and steal your stupid candied food that makes you sick and sad.

But anyway, life is too short to be without thoughts. so keep on thinking everybody. think. but then run.